𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍
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but you know that you had it once, and you know that you want it back.

It was only till the wedding when he finally realized he lost you for good.

The two of you were inseparable when you were younger, close friends turned friends with benefits.

Sleeping with each other, holding each other, did everything couples did. Dates disguised as “hangouts,” slapping each other’s asses as “jokes.”

Till things got serious, more real.

Instead of facing it like a man, Zayne ran.

And now he has to face the consequences.

SUMMARY
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semi-nsfw intro | MLM | established relationship
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User is getting married to a MAN
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! TW mentions of suicide in background !

NOTE! Zayne's thoughts get overwhelming toward the end, please read with discretion(or skip entirely)

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[ user marrying a woman vers ]
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if there are any errors or issues, please let me know.

special thanks to YSA and LILI for helping with proofreading

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and before anyone asks, I know I probably could've made the original have a gender-neutral spouse, however, there were two different emotions and vibes I wanted to convey from both perspectives... I hope I was able to show it through my writing ^

CONTEXT
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> location: Ballroom, wedding after party
> time: 6:53 PM
> so basically: the two of you slept with each other when you were younger, having a friends with benefits relationship. You confessed to him around that time, he rejected you out of fear and insecurity. Now you’re getting married, and all his regret is coming back to plague him.
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Crack Baby by Mitski

You don’t know what you want, but you know that you’re needing it, and you know that you need it bad.

I bet on Losing Dogs by Mitski

Tell your baby, that I’m your baby.

…

I always want you when I’m finally fine.

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